"Lord, Where am I?"
I stumbled in the darkness,
Not knowing what to do,
It seemed that my life was all a mess,
I didn't know what to believe was true.
I heard that God would be there,
To help you when you fall,
But I told myself "yeah like I care,"
I didn't believe it at all.
Why is my life so rough,
And so full of strife,
I don't know why it's so tough,
Man I really hate my life.
I go to bed at night,
And try to fall asleep,
But something doesn't feel right,
And I start to weep.
I search my heart and soul,
Wondering what is wrong,
I just don't feel whole,
I'm tired of pretending to be strong.
Why cant it all just end,
I can't see the light,
I have given up on friends,
In this darkness I've lost my sight.
I wish I could believe in God on high,
And see all the bright light,
But I just want to let out a big sigh,
I don't want to say I'm not right.
You tell me it's the only way,
But what about my pride?
This is a never-ending day,
I don't see God by my side.
You say he's right there by you,
He's holding your hand,
You say he'll always be true,
And he'll guide me to the gloryland.
So I guess I will give it a try,
What have I got to lose anyway,
I'd like a mansion in the sky,
And I'm ready for a brighter day.
by Lindsey 8-13-00
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