"Where is my Life Going?"
I cupped my hands over my face,
Wanting to be out of this place,
Why does everything have to be so unfair,
Lord all this stress puts me in despair.
Everything is getting to be so much,
Lord I feel sometimes you're out of touch,
I'm dwelling in my life's past,
Asking myself how long will I let this last?
I don't know how to let go of it,
It's beginning to ruin my spirit,
I seem to never have a spare minute,
But I know with you I can overcome it.
No one shows me their love anymore,
I don't know why my life is such a chore,
It's like there is just never an end,
Where are my family and my friends?
Dear Lord can't you see,
How it is to be me?
Then you say my child when will you learn,
That you're the one for whom I yearn.
You want it all to just cease,
You say you need to be released,
But you want it all right now,
But trust in me and you won't have to ask, "How?"
I was the one who died on the tree,
I did it all for you to be with me,
I just wish that you would see,
I have planned your eternity.
I know when people continue to hurt you,
You don't believe a sky will ever be blue,
But don't give into the devil's deceptions,
I want for you only Heavenly reflections.
My dear just trust in me,
And the beauty of life you will surely see,
I won't give you too much to bear,
And honey know I'll always care.
By Lindsey Bates 8-24-00
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